Saturday, July 3, 2010

Cause It's Time To Go, What's To Come Only Fate Can Show

^New Goodbye-Hey Rosetta!

I feel like there's so much love around me and I can't see it, I can't hold it,
I can't feel it.

I'm coasting along right now, quietly, unassumingly.
Nothing too interesting is going on, and I'm bored.
But I'm so scared I just don't want to take chances.

Yes, I could kiss him.
Yes, I could ask him out.
Yes, I could go to camp.
Yes, I could do a lot of things.
But I'm not doing any of them, because I'm scared.

On Canada Day I went to go see fireworks.
It was fun, and they were pretty.
I couldn't help but think back to the year before though, and it was strange.
I can't help but feel like I've lost more than I've gained and like I've become someone i didn't want to be.
I know things aren't always perfect and they don't turn out the way you hoped or imagined, but I didn't think it'd get this far, this different from what I though it could be.


And down I go in to the rabbit hole, once again.

It's dark, that's all I have to say.

lots of chances,

the.(beautiful).let.down

<3

Is anybody out there?
It feels like I'm talkin to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I come from
Can anybody hear me?
I guess I keep talkin to myself
It feels like I'm going insane
Am I the one who's crazy?

So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one


Talkin' 2 Myself-(eminem)

1 comment:

  1. I can't help but feel like I've lost more than I've gained and like I've become someone i didn't want to be.
    I know things aren't always perfect and they don't turn out the way you hoped or imagined, but I didn't think it'd get this far, this different from what I though it could be.

    OH MY GOD STORY OF MY FUCKING LIFE <3

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