Words (Like Violence) Break The Silence, Come Crashing In, Into My Little World

^Enjoy The SIlence-Depeche Mode

Why do people pretend so much?

Your whole being strong act is getting old, maturity isn't being strong, maturity is admitting you're wrong, or that you're not okay. It's okay to not be okay. Maybe I'm making assumptions, but over the past year, because of you and a couple other people, I've learned how to read people pretty well. The reading I'm getting from you isn't a good one, it's quite scary.
It isn't fair what you've done to me, but eventually I'll be thankful for all of this.
I just want to be okay, and unfortunately, that has a direct link to you right now, I can't explain why.

It's okay to want something and have it. You may think you can't, but you can. Take a chance, more than one chance. Give things a try. more than one try. Say something you don't want to say, say a lot of things you don't want to say.
You don't quite realize what you are to me. I don't care if I'm a speck of dirt to you, it doesn't change how I feel. Maybe that's not fair, or right, but nothing ever is.

So stop this before you lose yourself. Before I lose you.

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody, won't tell anybody
They wanna push me down, they wanna see you fall down

I won't tell anybody that you turn the world around
I won't tell anybody that your voice is my favorite sound
I won't tell anybody, won't tell anybody
They wanna see us fall, they wanna see us fall down

I don't need a parachute, baby if I've got you
Baby if I've got you, I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me, you're gonna catch if I fall down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late at night
And, you are your own worst enemy, you'll never win the fight


Parachute-(ingridmichaelson)

lots of trying to avoid regret,

the.(beautiful).let.down

<3

Deep, deep inside of your heart
There is a weight that still needs to be lifted.
You cover it up,
But the pain never stops.
Sometimes I wish that you would just listen.

Deep, deep inside of yourself
There is a soul starving for some affection.
Been waiting for years
And the time passes by.
All you ever wanted was to fit in.

So I wrote you this song,
I hope that you like it
Cause you light up my life
And I know you can fight this.
You're the most beautiful girl/boy in the world
And I wanted you to know.

You're constantly waiting for life to start
And for love to surround it.
If you only looked right by your side
You'll find that it never had left you.

You've lived through so much
And seen so many things through your eyes
And I wish you could just see.

If it were up to me
I would construct a key
To your heart
And finally set you free.


Humans-(thesceneaesthetic)