I Brought Down The Sky For You But All You Did Was Shrug, You Gave My Emptiness A Name And You Ran Away

^audience of one-rise against

Today I rediscovered my love for rise against. I also realized the world isn't always as it seems, and things can change in a matter of seconds. That both scares me and reassures me that sure, things are the way are now but this is all temporary. Things will get better and worse over and over so you can't really try to control everything. It's not easy but I think I'll get better at just letting go of things that do me no good.
I don't want to be friends with you anymore, I just don't. You're not that great of a person and all you've done is hurt me. This pain and this self hate and this total fear of living is driving be absolutely crazy and I can't do it anymore. You're not worth it and you never were.
This isn't giving up, no this is letting go.

Lots of rise against,

the.(beautiful).let.down

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