Saturday, June 26, 2010

And The Air Goes Into Your Lungs

^Psalm-Hey Rosetta! (I'm obsessed)

I just watched possibly the saddest movie of my life.
Brokeback Mountain.

It was even sadder than Titanic.

Sure, Titanic was kind of the same concept, but there was so much more regret in Brokeback.

Regret is my biggest fear.
What if you love someone, but you're too scared to do anything about it?
And then when you're older, when you've moved on, you always wish you had done something differently.
What if you just took a chance, and did what you wanted to do.
So what if it doesn't work out? At least you can say that you did it.
Then you can never regret it.

I hope I can do this.
I hope that I can always go with what I want and my gut feeling.
Because when I grow up, when I'm old and gray, I want to look back and smile at all the things I did just because I wanted to do them. I don't want to wish I had done this and that, because that's no way to remember your life.

There was one quote in the movie, one that was so simple, but so real. And just the way it was said, I just started crying.

"I wish I knew how to quit you"

There's never been a truer statement I don't think.

lots of things I still have left to do,

the.(beautiful).let.down

<3

these are twisted times when trust and truth collide
when a stranger’s love could make your heart explode
i want to give it all back! if i could give it all back
i'd send a thousand suns to warm your worthy lungs

and i don’t wish for this alone

everyone around wants to give you their hands
everyone around puts their hands on your back
and they say: we want to thank you so much! we want to thank you so much!
cause all you did for them, you also did for us

what you’ve done is not yours alone
what you’ve done echoes on and on


A Thousand Suns-(heyrosetta!)

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