Hope Dangles On A String Like Slow Spinning Redemption

^Vindicated-Dashboard Confessional

Hope
Cuts like a knife
I can't seem to breathe
I can't seem to see
What I let you do to me

Memories
Seem to stay too long
Make you feel like you don't belong
The only things you have

Love
Easily misunderstood
I'd capture it if I could
But the only way to have it
Is if you admit
That you're scared

Fear
It eats at you
Yet there's nothing you can do
Just wait it out
Learn how to live without
What you're so scared of losing


I don't really know what that was :P
Well, yes I do, but I'd rather not think about it, I shouldn't...


Anyways, I AM DONE!!!
My last exam was today and it was okay.
Hardest of the 3 but I think I did fine.

So now summer has begun...
And where am I?
The same place I was a few months ago I think.
Not where I exactly want to be.
But now I'm free, and I'm determined to have fun, relax and do what it takes to figure it all out.

So let the games begin!

lots of free time,

the.(beautiful).let.down

<3

So there we were, back home from somewhere inside my head
Oh, bravely I fought off the monsters beneath his bed
Pillars of postwar books supported by frame of mind
While he memorized the pages that I tried to not hide behind
He took my hand in his and whispered his love for me
The lantern died that night but we didn't need to see
Implying that he's the bee's knees and I am the cat's meow
It's funny how he recalls what I can't remember now

But when his smile came back and I didn't feel half as horrible
He gave me a heart attack just because he looked so adorable
We both put our sunblock on, played on the beach and vowed that we'd live and we'd learn
Yeah, but he got a tan, and I got a sunburn
I got a sunburn

So there we were out there, unaware of where we'd been
We kicked off our flipflops and swung from the rooftops again
It's awkward but I'll confess he's all I can think about
And it's funny how I recall what he can't remember now

Sunburn-(owlcity)