And Now I Am Sure My Heart Can Never Be Still

Dustbowl Dance-Mumford and Sons

I wonder if there's always going to be that one person.
The person who's on your mind too much, the person you hope for even when you've moved on.
I think there is, but I both hope there is and isn't.
Part of me wouldn't want to go through my whole life thinking of this person, who ever he or she may be.
Another part of me wouldn't want to forget someone like that.

I was thinking about who I'll stay in touch with after high school and who I won't.
I guess I hope I stay in touch with most people, at least my closer circle of friends, but I know it's a bit unrealistic.
There will be less time to do things and more time needed to do them. Which when put together, makes things pretty much impossible.
But there will always be that one person I think, and if you lose touch with them, you'll always wonder.
So I'm going to try my very hardest, so I don't have any regrets.

There's something brewing, I can feel it. It's inside of me, and I can feel it trying to get out.
I think it's desire, but for what I'm not sure.
I have ideas, some good and some bad, some painful and some helpful.
Some all of that at the same time.
It's hard to know what you want when you don't know who you are, but I'll keep trying.

Now, I need to do this, so bear with me. I need to pick my favourite parts of all the mumford and sons songs :)

There is a design, an alignment, a cry
Of my heart to see,
The beauty of love as it was made to be

Sigh No More


But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

Cause I have other things to fill my time
You take what is yours and I'll take mine
Now let me at the truth
Which will refresh my broken mind

The Cave


And my head told my heart
"Let love grow"
But my heart told my head
"This time no"

Winter Winds


You told me that I wouldn't find a home
Beneath the fragile substance of my soul
And I have filled this void with things unreal
And all the while my character it steals

Darkness is a harsh term don't you think
Yet it dominates the things I see

Roll Away Your Stone


Oh tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart

A white blank page and a swelling rage, rage
You did not think when you sent me to the brink, the brink
You desired my attention but denied my affections, my affections

Lead me to the truth and I will follow you with my whole life

White Blank Page


You ripped it from my hands
And you swear it's all gone
And you rip out all I have
Just to say that you've won

Gave You All


But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn't I, my dear?

Little Lion Man

Okay fine, I'll only do about half this time, the rest next time.

Lots of Mumford and Sons,

the.(beautiful).let.down

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