Don't Bother Me With All Of Your Reality

^Simple-Katy Perry

I never wanted to say this...
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you
So much faith
And then you
Just threw it away

Pretending is my thing.
Reality?
Not so much.
Sometimes I go back, back to those friday nights where I had that hope, that spark in me.
I try to remember what it felt like, so that I want to fight for it.
Someday.
Someday.

lots of friday night pizza,

the.(beautiful).let.down

<3

On a string, on a string, on a string, I was held, the way I move, can you tell?
My actions are orchestrated from above.
So I swing and I sway, wave my hand, kick my leg, and it's always right with the music.
Till all that swaying starts to make you sick.

For a song I was bought, now I lie when I talk with a careful eye on the cue cards.
Onto a stage I was pushed with my sorrow well rehearsed.
So give me all your pity and your money now, all of it.

We used to think that sound was something pure.

But if I could act like this was my real life, and not some cage where I've been placed
Then I could tell you the truth like I used to, and not be afraid of sounding fake.
Now all anyone's listening for are the mistakes.

In a house, by myself, I hear the ice start to melt and I'll watch the rooftops weep for the sunlight.
And I know what must change, fuck my face, fuck my name.
They are brief and false advertisements for a soul I don't have,
Something true I have lacked and spent my whole life trying to make up for.
But I found in a song and in the people I love, they will lift me up out of darkness.

False Advertising-(brighteyes)