There I Was Again Tonight; Forcing Laughter, Faking Smiles; Same Old Tired, Lonely Place

^enchanted-tswift

What people don't seem to realize, is that it's okay to not be alright.
No one is alright.
We're all messed up, every single one of us.
In our own little ways.
Or big ways.

I'm not going to outline on here why I'm messed up, but I will say I'm not okay.
But that's fine.
The first step to getting better is admitting you have a problem, so here I am, admitting I have a problem.
A rather large one, but it's okay.
I'll be okay.
Maybe even great.

Dear Blank,

Baby, I love you. Talk to me, we can work this out. Don't pretend for me, don't be strong for me. Be strong only if you can be. If you can't be, then break down, lean on me. We've been through a lot, and you know me better than anyone else. You should know that no matter what's going on with me, I will always, always, always have time for you. Don't hide, don't suffer. Talk, cry, be scared. Because fear means you have something to lose. And having something to lose is really the same thing as having something to fight for. So fight for me, for him, for the girls, for your family. Fight, and you'll be okay.

Love,

Me

lots of okayness,

the.(beautiful).let.down

<3

Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine for you

Whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

Baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall

Jump Then Fall-(taylorswift)


We scream and shout and try to make it last
Though it didn't work out,
I don't love you any less
My lover or friend,
I wont ever tell
Our secrets safe
An unspoken citadel

And in these broken times, well,
It's so easy to forget
So I sing to remind
Upon my shoulder you can rest
Cause I'll always give you my best

My Best-(vanessacarlton)