WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. WHY AM I FUCKING JEALOUS OF THIS SHIT. I DON'T CARE. ITS BEEN HOW MANY YEARS? LIKE, 3. TIME TO GET A FUCKING LIFE MADDY. OBVIOUSLY YOU'RE NOT AS COOL AS ANYONE ELSE AND YOU'RE NOT FUNNY AND NO ONE REALLY WANTS TO TALK TO YOU. YES I KNOW IM OVER REACTING BUT STILL. I TRY TO BE A GOOD PERSON. I TRY TO BE SOMEONE PEOPLE LIKE BUT IM REALLY NOT. HE DOESNT MATTER. SHES JUST FUNNIER AND COOLER AND OVERALL A BETTER PERSON. BOTH OF THEM ARE.OIF COURSE HE DOESNT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU. YOU WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH. SO STOP FUCKING TRYING. GIVE UP MADDY. JUST GIVE THE FUCK UP.


no this is not about Jake.