Can't Believe How Strange It Is To Be Anything At All

^In The Aeroplane Over The Sea-Neautral Milk Hotel


I AM SO OBSESSED WITH NEUTRAL MILK HOTEL. LIKE ACTUALLY. SO AMAZING. IT'S LIKE MUMFORD AND SONS MEETS BRIGHT EYES. SOJTDKFWEHDFJKCMNBWUIEAORKFMNWWDGUDSHFNJ<3

I have no more poems and nothing really to say, I just wanted to profess my love for NMH somewhere :P



And this is the room
One afternoon I knew I could love you
And from above you how I sank into your soul
Into that secret place where no one dares to go

The King Of Carrot Flowers Part 1-(nmh)


The Earth looks better from a star
That's right above from where you are
He didn't mean to make you cry
With sparks that ring and bullets fly
On empty rings around your heart
The world just screams and falls apart

But now we must pick up every piece
Of the life we used to love
Just to keep ourselves
At least enough to carry on

Holland, 1945-(nmh)


The lady is dying
She bends back like a wave
As her spirit is climbing
Through the hospital wall and away

And I wanted to hold you
As you made your escape
But now I should have told you
When your eyes were alive and awake

Always in life we all must make this mistake
And so I go it alone
And the pressure is great
I hold on to my own
Oh please oh don't go away

I wanted to know you
Before you started to fade
But I gave everything to
A lie and a farce and a fake

You've Passed-(nmh)


So wake up run your lips across your fingers till you find
Some scent of yourself that you can hold up high
To remind yourself that you didn't die
On a day that was so crappy
Whole and happy you're alive

You're in the bathroom carving holiday designs into yourself
Hoping no one will find you but they found you
And they took you
And you somehow survived

So wake up and if the holidays don't hollow out your eyes
Then press yourself against whatever
You find to be beautiful and trembling with life
Because I'm so happy you didn't die

Three Peaches(nmh)


Okay I'm sorry, I'm done.

I'm just obsessed. I have a very addictive personality. Meaning I get addicted and obsessed with things easily. But you already knew that :P

Little bit of trouble today, but I think I'll just not think about it because it's really stupid and pointless to be this upset over something this unimportant.

lots of neutral milk hotel,

the.(beautiful).let.down

<3